:o( Am in bad mood. Entirely my own fault. Should not of gone out tonight. Shall remember that in future.

Have decided not to go see psychiatrist on Friday. Don't think anyone can make me better.

Texting with Jon, and with Mike, who I got back in contact with a couple of days ago and he just sent his phone number by email. He is quite a bit older than me and we haven't slept together in ages, but currently just want someone to hug and stuff so anyone (male) will do.