I love being gay. I really do. Men are so bloody gorgeous and Jim is a dream come true. In some of my lowest moments my sexuality was the only light in the dark.
However sometimes I'm sick to death of the "politics". I hate feeling constantly on the defensive when reading the news. I hate being hated by some religious nuts out there. I just hate the whole fact that other people make my sexuality a negative issue. I'm not saying I'm attacked personally (it'd be a foolish person who personally attacked me... the words "mashed" and "bloodied" come to mind) but the constant drip drip of hate in the news and in political debate is disturbing.
I can understand people who join the ex-Gay movement (although still don't really like them all that much)... they are seeking sanctuary, simplicity, certainty.
I want to help make a difference... I want things to change... I don't want anyone else to have to put up with idiotic hetrosexual prejudice.
That's why I've got a Voodoo doll of George W Bush and I've started poking him with needles... :oP
Young Jae, I'm becoming a sycophant with all this agreeing lately - but once again, I'm with you 100% here matey.
ReplyDeleteprince(above is right)... nothing more to say.
ReplyDeletei really salute you guys who are brave enough to stand for their rights, knwing what they want. ppl have thoughts for that, maybe it might be harsh and disturbing, but they're always ppl who stand by your side. think about racist! sometimes we all got hated by who we are, so the deal is: no biggie! i wont chg myself for them! :D
ReplyDeleteHi there - trust me it becomes easier the older nad more cynical you become. Most of my contemporaries have reached that wonderful state of not giving a damn any more what straight people think.
ReplyDeleteKeep smiling and stay positive
love
Ross