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Dear Blog,
Went out with Lisa and Cheesy last night. We all got incredibly drunk. Cheesy was off his head and in the end I persuaded sober, straight people to care for him as I wasn't in a state to do it. He throw up all over his bathroom.
Cheesy is weird boy. He gets his clothes off at any oppurtunity, he acts like a five year old and he can't handle his drink. He is also the most camp straight person ever. He confuses my gaydar no end.
Felt terrible about letting him get so drunk as it was Lisas birthday and it should have been her day.

J.K.Kay@brighton.ac.uk

Dear Blog,
I went out to Asda today for the first time and becuse to get there you need to go down the bypass to the motorway I started thinking of home. Its got to the point to day where I am just too homesick for words.
Lisa from Flat A (and Maidstone-home) is 19 today.

Dear Blog
I am still not quite over what happened on Friday. Cheesy Dave and me went to the bar alone and he basically said he couldn't believe what we all did. It is just strange and I really can't describe it. Not only was it surreal ;but being able to touch the one u fancy yet know it means nothing to them is just hurtful and upsetting. God it was strange!!!!
Really boring night in which the most exciting event was the trip to the Union bar with Cheesy (never thought I'd say the union was exciting!!!). Realised just how boring straight blokes r. (Playing computer games while getting stoned may sound interesting; it isn't).
Everyone in the block is back today will they be told what went on?

J.K.Kay@brighton.ac.uk

Dear Blog,
To start off with I was so not enjoying the cocktail party in Flat B it was really dull. And there was this girl (a strange girl who I only vaguely know) called Carolyn who despite knowing I was gay kept asking to let her give me a blow job. Kieran found it amusing. I did not.
But then.....
Oh my God!!!!!! U will not believe what I did last night!!!!!! Imagine six people drunk and in my communal area (me, Sarah H, Mark, Karen, Cheesy and Zoe). We decide to play a game called "Nervous" where u must try to make the other person nervous any way u can. We all went a bit to far. There was a lot of touchy feeling Sarah put her hands down Marks pants, Zoe gave Cheesy a hard on and I got to enjoy feeling up Mark and more importantly Cheesy (who refused to shout nervous until I told him too as I was getting rather scared). I also managed to undo Karens bra in under 5 seconds (a record?). God it was fun if a bit surreal. Spent £52 quid on alcohol for the block which is very empty this weekend.

J.K.Kay@brighton.ac.uk

Dear Blog,
Friday night was....interesting. My 4 remaining flatmates (the others are away) went out with falt a into town to do some clubbing. I stayed in as I'm still feeling awful. Flat B invited me down to watch telly with them. Alls well so far. But then Andy ("Bill") ,drunk on a bottle of vodka, decided he wanted to cook some "fried goats cheese". The result was a major fire when the oil caught light. Those of us who were sober put it out with a fire blanket and left the building. Thats the fourth time our block (just 3 flats) has set the fire alarm off in 4 weeks (twice this week). We are just so popular down at the accomadation office I can tell you!!!!!

J.K.Kay@brighton.ac.uk

Dear Blog,
Yesterday night Sarah H from my flat got exceptionally drunk and it would seem slept in Dominics room (flat 33b) we are 33c. Oh my god!!!!!!!
Am still bored. Oh so bored.

J.K.Kay@brighton.ac.uk

Dear Blog,
My mum and Debbie made an unexpected visit today. I had to hurriedly de-gay my room (not fun!!!!). Am very very bored with very little to do other than watch movies and go to the union bar with my flatmates. I really can't do clubbing today!!!

J.K.Kay@brighton.ac.uk

Dear Blog,
Officially ran out of money today (impossible as that may seem). What I have spent it on is beyond me. Any how will have to get a job pronto if I am to survive let alone live.
Have no idea what I am going to say to Steven about his revelation. What can I say? I really don't want a relationship right now but I feel quite alone here in Brighton. Any way the large party my flat had a few weeks ago continues to haunt us. Today we were fined £45 to be paid by the 15th November for a fire extinguisher let off by some arse in our corridor. I have no money to pay for that!!!!!!!!!
Flu continues.

J.K.Kay@brighton.ac.uk

Dear Blog,
It was Guy Fawkes Night last night and I had so much fun. We went to a huge display in Lewes; it was brilliant. The bonfire was HUGE and the fireworks were awesome (they looked like the kind you see in Disneyworld adverts). The crowds were just incredible. There was a parade which creepily put me in mind of the Nuremberg Rallies (patriotic songs and people with flame torches). A giant Osama bin Laden on the loo was blown up (why? was he involved in the gunpowder plot too). Was upset to see many US flags flying after all this was the one truely British festival of the year (and George W. Bush is President for fucks sake). Anyhow it was fun!!!!!!!
Oh my God!!!!!! Steven has been phoning and texting me basically saying he is madly in love with me!!!! So after breaking up with me in July he wants me back!!!!!!! Why? For what purpose? He is so annoying especially because I think I may be starting to love him too......

J.K.Kay@brighton.ac.uk

Dear Blog
Sick with flu/cold today (and yesterday) it is very annoying especially as this week is going to be my week off!
Have got some work to do (an essay and a presentation) but other than that I've got a free and easy week where I'll be staying in lots to save money.
Nikki, Sarah Hs friend, was down again this weekend. She popped Cheesy Daves cherry in October (lucky thing). My flat seems rather subdued for once (maybe last weeks 200 person party knocked them out) and so I've finally got around to spending some time with myself anyway I'm ill and better be going back to bed.

J.K.Kay@brighton.ac.uk

Dear Blog
Yesterdays blog was the sweet innocent one created for Sarah H who was sitting right next to me. Todays will be the truth. Okay so my flatmates are very nice. But they are also very...normal. They are homophobic without meaning to be, they see everything from a straight prospective. They are already placing bets on me turning straight before xmas. That really hurts.
Also I have already got my first crush on a straight bloke named David (known as Cheesy Dave).
I have fallen out with my mum and have a feeling I may not be seeing her very often from now on. I feel very lonely here at university.
The good news is my course is great;I love it to bits. The people on my course are brilliant and even have a sense of humour!!!
Brighton excellent although I have nearly run out of money so fun will have to wait until after my next loan installment (January)

Dear Blog
So I have started at the University of Brighton doing Social Policy. I live on campus in an eight person flat with Karen,Lauren,Gabby,Sarah H,Michelle,Kieran and Sarah C (six girls ahhhhh!!!). They are a great, funny bunch who I like loads. Our flat is kind of a communal area for half the campus (ok thats an exaggeration but it is busy). Among the regulars are Jo,Zoe,Mark,Cheesy Dave,David and many more. So I've already got drunk a large number of times, spent lots of money which I can't afford and generally had a "cool and groovy" time (as my friends from home would say!!!!)
I'm really missing my friends and even more so my cats (we have three now Millie,Angel and her son Scooby).
I'll fill you in on any interesting events once I find the time but from now on this web log will be daily.
Things of note: have joined NCH,bought Kylie "Fever" and £19 of chocolate all while drunk.

J.K.Kay@brighton.ac.uk
coleben2@hotmail.com